~11

wow, what a wonderful sommerly weather *.*...i'm really enjoying this, perhaps i should go for a walk later on...but despite this nice weather i'm supposed to be studiying for the english and chemistry tests next week, mainly because tomorrow i'll be attending the confirmation (firmung) of one of my cousins in stuttgart, which means i'll be gone the whole day.. and despite the fact that i'm supposed to study today, so far i haven't done anything... i only read and ate.. and ate some more xD.. and i had to fix a problem at my computer -.-...but at LEAST i did my homework...yesterday i watched lady and the tramp.... i don't like but LOVE disney movies.. they're simply the best.. pheww.. seems like i'm running out of topics again x) i know i'm hopeless...i could talk about the books i'm reading atm.. one is called 'a short history of nearly everything' by bill bryson, that i already mentioned in a former entry.. it's not a story, but like a rough-guide to science and scientific insights and findings (it's not written by a scientist, so he explains everything not assuming that the reader has any basic knowledge or even understanding for science, in other words it's an everybodies book, one doesn't need to be particularly talented in science) and an outline of all of earths history under the assumption that the big bang theory and the evolutionary theory are true.. i like the way he writes, but i don't like the parts so much where he tells the life stories of scientists, because i'm not that interested in autobiographies..although he is good in making it as interesting as possible even for people like me... i wouldn't recommend this book to just anyone, because one has to have at least a certain interest in science... the other book is rather scientific (in case you're thinking that the first one also is: it's not REALLY scientific, it's ABOUT science, but it's written for average people to get a basic idea of earths history and science). it's called 'aus sicht des gehirns' by gerhard roth, and as the title already tells it's about the brain and furthermore about anything to do with cognition, the concious, perception and it's limits, our subconcious and wether or not free will even exists and if so to what extend.. i fully understand if i seem a bit weird for not only being interested in such things but really buying  monotonously written complicated books like this one, but i'm just fascinated by those things (and in defense for these books i gotta say that i like the scientific correct way it's written..) it also assumes that the evolutionary theory is true, but i don't think that any book in that fashion wouldn't...emm eyyup i think this entry is coming to an end.. also because my parents and i are gonna go grab something to eat now.. now that i'm thinking about food.. i'm hungry xD....so enjoy the nice weather as long as it lasts.. see you on monday :)

~10

wow this is the 10th post already...time passes so fast.. yesterday after school and today's morning i've spend most of my time drawing valerie's guinea pigs for her while listening to the audiobooks of the third harry potter part and after that to the first lord of the rings part.. i made two versions, one pencil drawing and another coloured one on the computer...oh and valerie, sorry that i spelled marlin's guinea pig 'shrek' like the disney character ó.ò cuz i just checked and you spelled it 'shreck'.. i hope you'll forgive me :'(.. maybe i'll create a third version, but i don't know yet.. theres not really much more i could write about... enjoy your weekend, see you all on monday :)

~9

i don't want to write a blog-entry this week... no-motivation-at-all -_-.. and nothing to tell.. i'll just do what i always do when that's the case: bore everyone (who still cares to read this xD) with my week. the start into this week was not a very... mhh.. how should i put it.. PLEASANT one.. we watched a very moving and sad documentation about the genocide of the armenians... and everyone who's seen that documentation knows what i mean.... in the afternoon i went to the painting course i'm participating in and told them i was going to quit after march, which felt weird, because i've been in this course for 4 and a 1/2 years... on wednesday i went to town to buy a present for jessicas 18th birthday, and in the afternoon i watched the video about the project 'KONY 2012', which was also very moving, but after i learned some unpleasant details about the way 'invisible children' try to reach their goal, i no longer wanted to have anything to do with this project.. if you're interested in MY opinion and the reasons for it, you can read what i posted on facebook. but in any case if you've watched the film about it and mistankenly believe supporting this project was a good deed, you should read this: http://whitthef.wordpress.com/2012/03/07/kony-2012/ ...i'm definately against kony. but that doesn't mean that i'm FOR 'KONY 2012'.. because i don't want even more kids to get brutally murdered...*sigh* i could say so much more to this, but even thinking about it again makes me angry and the thought that so many will participate in this and think 'KONY 2012' is good, and will aggravate the situation in uganda even more, depresses me...umm...  on friday i went to jessicas birthday party, which was nice, especially the food (tacos *.*), and it was a pity i had to leave quite early in order not to miss the train... and this weekend was rather uneventful... i finished the book 'die hütte' which i would recommend to everyone..it's a book worth reading :)... yeah... so, now, can i get a big applause for the long text i wrote despite my unwillingness to?... see you guys tomorrow at 9 am ;) take care.. bye

~8

today i've cleaned up my room very thoroughly.. we have a cleaning lady who comes every week, but she doesn't clean everything, for example she doesn't clean behind my bed, wardrobe or commode... or inside any of these, so that's what i did today.. it may not sound like a lot of fun, but actually, there are times, in which i quite enjoy cleaning and tidying up my room... especially after i'm done with my task, i can be happy about the result, and who doesn't like a clean and neat room? and somehow, it's something that unconsiously weighs on my conscience and thus it's an unexpectet great relief to get rid of it.. after that i played a video game... and as soon as i'm done with writing this entry, i'm gonna make some tea and read a book and just enjoy the rest of this day..maybe i'll watch a movie... in any case i'll try not to take a look outside, because i hate that kind of weather and it also has a great impact on my mood (no, honestly, this weather is just frustrating..)..okay....so..um..bye :} xD